The Story of a Sex Worker

July 20, 2004


I had the perfect porn face. I could play both innocent and adult. Some twenty-five-year-old women couldn't pass for eighteen and so they couldn't play the daughter, cheerleader, or virgin roles. If you put my hair in pigtails and the right clothes I could look sixteen. I had a small frame, small shoulders. But I could also put on a pair of glasses, put my hair into a bun and play the doctor or teacher, an educated, older person. That was my selling point and why I got more roles and enjoyed a quick popularity. I was fortunate.

By the time I had done five films I'd met many people. Some were talking about me getting the "Best New Actress" award. The community took me in and made me one of them.

I had made "Moby Cock," "Sexi Drivers," two movies in the "Jenny Highsmith Adventures" series, and a foot fetish film called "High Heels on a Dirt Road." A lot more fetish films were getting done nowadays because the industry had nearly exhausted the cum, sex, cum formula. S&M was becoming bigger too. I would never get involved in bondage. I'd let them take pictures of my feet, or a guy cumming on my feet, but I'd never let them hurt me. I didn't even want to fake it.

I was riding high on my new success. It was more than I had ever imagined and I had gotten it almost immediately. "Porn's like that," Bernard told me. "In that respect it's a lot friendlier than Hollywood."

One morning, I was walking down Sunset to get groceries when a couple stopped me.

"It's you," the guy said and turned to the girl. "It's her," he said.

Her face brightened up.

"We saw one of your videos," he said. "It was a Jenny Highsmith movie. We've seen a lot of her movies but when we saw you, you outshined even Jenny."

"Thanks. But I wouldn't say that."

"It's true. You were the real star of the movie."

His girlfriend put her hand on my arm and shuddered. "You're beautiful," she said. "After we saw that movie we had the best sex we've had in months."

"That's great," I said.

"Would you like to get together with us," he said timidly. "I'm Jim and this is my girlfriend Patricia."

The name sounded made up. She didn't look like a Patricia. She was 5-4, shorter than me, with a big chest, wide legs, and small brown eyes. "We've been thinking about it for a long time," she said. "We put an ad in the paper and answered some ads and we've looked through the swinger's magazines but we haven't found anybody we liked. When we saw you, we said, that's exactly the kind of person we want. We thought we might be able to find that kind of person. We never thought we'd actually meet you."

"What do you think?" he said.

"Well, Jim, I'll think it over but it seems like an all right idea."

They smiled joyously and we exchanged numbers.

"I can't believe we're meeting the real Shirley Shave," he said. "I just can't believe it."

I went over to their apartment on a Friday night and stayed till Monday morning. They treated me like a princess. They fed me good food, bathed me, and gave me long massages all weekend. In sex, I would barely have to touch Patricia for her to go into long, screaming orgasms. Patricia brushed my hair and painted my toenails and told me about herself. She used to be a bikini model but now was working as a receptionist for an unsuccessful producer. Jim worked in construction. They went to the beach whenever they could. "You have beautiful hair," she said and kissed the back of my neck. She dressed me up in her best clothes, high heels and a string of pearls and took pictures. They treated me with a kind of worship that I couldn't help find pleasing.

"This has been great," Jim told me Monday morning, his eyes shining. "We'll remember this always."

They held each other arm in arm as I walked down Sunset Boulevard.

I think that walk home might have been the peak of my happiness in the porn scene. Nothing else showed me so directly the good effect I could have on people. I felt something of a healer.


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